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Tuesday, November 24, 2009


How could i face my fears?

This is too much. i go up the steps to go to the toilet.
i imagine, or see a man having a freaky smile staring
at me. All my pictures sticking to my wall at the top
bunk bed, is all staring at me. i see or imagine, their
eyes moving. i'm now scared to even lay one step up
the stairs unless one of my siblings is with me.
i looked up from my bunk bed and saw.... it coming down.
the last night i didn't even think i'd live. i keep having
a hard pumping heart but i tell myself "I am going to live."
in the bathroom there's a mirror. when i look at my reflection,
and see it's not a person behind me, i'm very happy. Elated.
but still scared.

2:03 AM

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